He found her like summer, She found him falling like Autumn Leaves…

‘He walked into my life like sunshine’ – confessed the heart to the complicated mind.  Have you ever experienced this feeling of being constantly confessing feelings to your heart that only gets complex in the mind with every confession? She is in love with the idea of him, that makes her blush at odd hours of the day, makes her desire a life she never thought of and makes her free from the shackles of a conventional relationship.

The bond is deeply rooted with a promise to belong to each other forever. Promise… Don’t even know whether we have the right to make promises and to keep them. Can’t let go, cant have a forever… yet the desire to be together gets stronger with every passing day. Can we entangle it with an emotion of a romantic relationship or let it weave itself in the warmth of strong friendship? 

 He gives the feels of a man who would caress the pain and kiss the wounds. He could also demand a lifetime of emotional bondage, am I ready for it? Can’t I only embrace his love without putting a ring on it? Can’t I just keep the feelings without fitting them into the mould of relationship?

The question now is whether he feels it stronger or weak enough to let go.  Its strange how coming together is a recipe involving two key ingredients and falling apart needs a taste bud of just one. It seems like Always and forever is a mushy line from the movies and cuss words of the real world.  She wants a forever with him without walking the corridor between the heart and the mind. I am sure there is a vein that leads to the heart, which only believes in shapeless, pure, deeper, intense emotions that can be walked the aisle leading the grave. 

He remains to be an intense emotion having an eternal space in my heart, breathing till the heart beats.