‘Love’ this 4-letter cursed word has been my anchor for life now. Since past 35 years, I have been trying to make sense on why it governs my entire being. A lot of times I am stuck thinking why is it so difficult for humans to receive love. Why are humans always ready to throw it all away when it’s offered in abundance and without asking for anything in return. I feel there is so much dearth of love in relationships that the bare humanness is sometimes hanging by the thread. I have found love and lost it twice which was beyond my control. The first one made me believe life was perfect and that now I only must focus on my career and goals to know he has fallen out of love after being with me for 12 years and the second one is quite an exception. He gave me a home in just 4 months and 4 meetings which would sound quite unreal but yeah, he managed to heal years of trauma that made me believe I am not worthy or deserving of love. Surely, he also couldn’t pull through and gave up when ...
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