A year full of Surprises...2011!!

2011... A year which started with my two twin nephews entering my life. They brought in loads of love and happiness to the entire family. While i was enjoying the company of the newborns the feeling of saying the final goodbye to the most amazing college days was rooted deep within. When I had completed my last paper the realization that there will be no more lectures, no college, no extra-curricular activities, no hangout with friends in the canteen and other such memories choked me completely. It was time to enter the real world and leave the carefree days behind. Everything was quick and i was already at my work place, the same one where I had the best time working during my internship days.The place was same but this time the experience was different. I enjoyed it in the initial days but later i felt I was not being able to use my potential at its fullest. I realized that this is not the place I am meant to be, so with a heavy heart i left my first job. Trust me it was painful as during that time my grandfather was in the ICU in at a critical stage. I left my job and my grandfather left me. The day I lost him was the worst day of my life because he always wanted to see me as a bride and it was his only dream. I was the apple of his eye and the most closest grandchild of all. The days spent sitting outside the ICU still bring back so many memories of him trying to speak to me through silence.While one loved one was lost, somebody really special choose to leave me as well. I am not complaining but yes, I was hurt and being let down not because I had to part ways but because I felt my love was insulted. Life is all about moving on and there is no time looking back and regret anything. I moved on and learnt from the experience shutting all the doors which invited trouble for my heart.

The next step was finding another job for myself which i knew was going to be difficult considering my experience in the field. God had already made big plans for me, I just had to execute them. Then it was no looking back I met "Anand Sivakumaran" my current director who is the most amazing person i have ever met in my life. I was designated to a post of a Researcher for his film MONEY DEVO BHAVA. I had only started as a researcher when in two days I was already an assistant director on the film which then became my film. From that day onwards every single day at work has been wonderful and enriching. Lastly I would want to mention my angel "Mr. Smith" whom I lovingly call 'YOUR HIGHNESS' has brought so much fun and laughter in every little thing. Unknowingly within a very short span of time he has become an integral part of my life. My 21st Birthday celebrated at my second home 'office' would always remain one of my most memorable birthdays of my life. It was really special to receive 21 gifts on your 21st Birthday. It was a year where I saw my nephews grow and witnessed the innocence of childhood.

With just six days left for 2011 to end, I feel blessed and gifted with the opportunities gained and for all the love and affection received from so many people. I miss grandpa but I am sure he is proud of me and he is blessing me and watching me every moment. No regrets or hard feelings towards people who couldn't continue with me as the time spent with them was special and will remain the same. My parents have been supportive throughout and I am thankful to them for just being there for me. As I get ready to start 2012 in few days, my wishlist has already begun with making my film a success, setting a stable career path for myself, keeping the enthusiastic and the energetic smile going, and the wish of the lifetime 'See the happiness of my success in my parents eyes'... Love you all the special ones without whom I am incomplete and thank you for becoming a part of my life...