hey... there is so much to express, but very limited words. i am going through a very beautiful phase of life and time is escaping very fast. i am living my old dream which is there with me for two months. i am saving all my memories to cherish them all through my life. it is so true that if god gives u lot of pain and grief he has also planned the big surprises for us. i am working with the best people in the beginning of my career who makes me feel i am worth it. i want to thank the almighty for the love and blessings he is showering on me. i owe a lot to you. every day passed is one day less from my dream. when the oldest dream is unfolding in front of your eyes u are on the cloud above all the clouds. my dream should never be over i wish. i just feel there is lots more to experience. i hope i am able to fulfill all the expectations my closed ones have from me. God i am thankful to u for my whole lifetime..... THANK YOU GOD!! i will value all ur gifts as they are the most important things on earth. for once i feel my own emotions and could express it... ohh it really feels great.
Unsaid Words and Said Silences
‘Love’ this 4-letter cursed word has been my anchor for life now. Since past 35 years, I have been trying to make sense on why it governs my entire being. A lot of times I am stuck thinking why is it so difficult for humans to receive love. Why are humans always ready to throw it all away when it’s offered in abundance and without asking for anything in return. I feel there is so much dearth of love in relationships that the bare humanness is sometimes hanging by the thread. I have found love and lost it twice which was beyond my control. The first one made me believe life was perfect and that now I only must focus on my career and goals to know he has fallen out of love after being with me for 12 years and the second one is quite an exception. He gave me a home in just 4 months and 4 meetings which would sound quite unreal but yeah, he managed to heal years of trauma that made me believe I am not worthy or deserving of love. Surely, he also couldn’t pull through and gave up when ...
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